Information seeps in, sometimes rushes
depending on my choice of how much to open.
How much am I closed still around the ideas of
security and safety
installed at birth?
Organizing around that inertial fulcrum
of ‘defend’, ‘guard’, ‘deny’,
I lose ground within myself,
fortifying the blockade preventing
access to my Self.
That inner black hole that opens to
the ALL, organizes and creates this
experience I am having that I call
by my name, and holds all my
So, how to fully open, surrendering
all defenses against the enemy
of my heart, and welcome that too
as a servant of my expansion?
I CHOOSE LOVE.
In every moment, every breathe,
every thought, feeling, and experience.
I CHOOSE LOVE welcomes
that ultimate frequency of Truth that hits me
in the heart gut, and shines the light
of awareness in every dank dark corner
of my being.
Not to push away, deny or replace any
of that precious soil,
rather, to envelop, embrace,
and fertilize the darkness,
impregnating the fears with all they point to
as the teachers that they are.