I am a beautiful mess

And I take pride in who I am

Maybe I get a little crazy out there

But isn’t it just part of my fair share

And I know it is life

And it never turns out just fine

But do I really have to do this now

Put myself in a position where I can’t back down

Because I have had this tendency to run

To run away from my problems

Instead of just finding one of those easy solutions

And I know I have anxiety

But do I really have to hide

Forgetting all those people who will show me sympathy

But that is not what I need

I need strength, and courage

But what to do at the end

with all that over confidence

because it knocks me right in the face

then and there without even realizing that I am there

but I know that I’ll get somewhere

so I remain a part of this beautiful mess

I cry myself to bed at night

And I laugh so hard in the morning that I can barely breathe in my life,

Yes I am a mess

But what if I like it this way

What if this is my way,

Well you never know what’s next,

But I am very happy to be,

a part of this huge gigantic beautiful mess.

**Don’t stop loving yourself, even if you think you are not good enough or you are at fault most times, it is not selfish to care about yourself and not be selfless for sometime in our lives**

**Image Credits: Mansi Aggarwal**