I hate you.
I don’t want to hate you.
To hate you would mean I care.
But I care enough to hate you.
I hate you.
But I don’t want to…but I do!
I hate you so fuckin’ much, but I so fuckin’ don’t want to.
I hate you!
To hate you would mean I feel.
I feel enough to care.
I hate you so much that I really don’t want to feel.
This feeling is exhausting.
I hate you, but I don’t want to.
I’m human… I feel!
So that means, I hate you.
Damn, I’m tired!
I need rest!
So I can find the energy to feel what I feel.
At the moment, I’m not sure what that is.
Is it hate?
Because I care enough to hate you?
Or is it love?
Because I care enough to hate you?
Maybe it is both.
I love myself enough to hate you.
But I don’t want to because I also care enough to love myself more!
Damn…my dilemma!
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