Looking up to the sky, I realize that there is something much greater and bigger things in this earthly life. The heavens are so vast that the only limit is your imagination. I contemplate more often than not. This is my kind of mental exercise. I do it in my spare time. If I’m not listening to music or reading books or watching movies, I contemplate.

I view the universe and the world in it and all its phenomena collectively separate, as a big, complex, challenging game for the humanity. Why for the human race? It is because they think; they are rational. They are capable to making decisions, they are capable to create and to destroy.

Life in this world is colorful. As my classmate in highschool once said, the colors are the spices of life that you put in it.

I was a happy kid in my childhood. I made lots of friends. I played different kind of games. I made memories when I was a child. Life is easy and spontaneous when I was a kid. I was blessed enough that everything I needed were given. I went to different schools in my nursery to elementary days. My upbringing inside my household by our parents is strict and military.

I made relationships in my 20’s. I made love. I felt the highest point of joy and happiness when I make love to my beloved; an ecstasy. I made a long-term relationship. It run for seven years or so. Inside the relationship, I experienced situations where I felt my emotions the most. Name it.

• love – falling in love is a one in a million chance. Once you perceive that you have or felt it, go for it and never give up. As long as you have reasons, never let go.
• jealousy – when you are feeling jealous, the right thing to do it to confront your jealousy. No matter what the situation will become.
• sad – there will be times when melancholy strikes. It is okay. That too shall pass.

I am a diagnosed bipolar or having sickness of manic depression. I went to a psychiatrist and to a quack doctor to check on my mental health. I experienced great sadness and seen visions of evil during those times when I was depressed. I routinely took up my medications, therapy and counseling to ease my illness.

I am at the age of 31 years old now. There is still further much ahead of my life. I still have lots to earn and explore. If fated, I will still experience old age. I am excited.

Do you believe in afterlife? I deeply believe in it. I am convinced that there is life after death.

When the soul will part ways to its decayed body, the soul will become united with all other souls in heaven. There is an invisible pathway to make it to the top and rule the heavens. There are also other different worlds, stages and challenges that a human soul can explore. This is the infinity now until we will be gone in this universe forever.

When life ends, you will be remembered by your words, actions and your deeds. The things you believe in and the virtues you uphold will translate as lessons to others. All the memories you have created will be proclaimed and talked about. We are all part of a story in one’s own life and in someone else’s life. The question is, have you been a significant character? How vivid can you be remembered?

There will always be an ending to every plot of the story. There will be an exit to every entrance you know. The beautiful fireworks up in the sky will in time vanish. There is this one thing I want to share to the rest of the world before my life will completely end and forgotten: I made life during my lifetime and I have no regrets.

Have you collected your lifepoints today?