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January 3, 2023

What I´m NOT thinking of ? How can you write what is not there?

             

When I asked this question to myself, my wildest dream popped out of my mind. Images from mountains, jungles, carnivorous plants and wild animals were all over my head. A connection with animals is not what I’m NOT thinking of …  I thought that these images were related to traveling but they are not, this is something stronger, it’s not about filling my eyes with beautiful sights and landscapes, is about connecting with animals and tribes to the deepest point where I could empathize, understand them and speak the same language.

Africa has always been there waiting for me, I have this weird dream of me living in an African community, playing Djembe Drums around a wood fire, singing folk songs and dancing naked in the middle of the jungle, while a group of natives are doing traditional but very strange rituals. OMG, what is there? If I review these thoughts, I feel they are here to touch my deepest human side to open possibilities of going back to my origins. Though, it sounds kind of a Mowgli story, these images are really moving something inside my mind-heart.

While these questions led me to my wildest dream, now that I bring it into my consciousness, it doesn’t sound so absurd at all, living with an African Tribe for a period, would be for sure in my Top 10 List of Things to do before I die.

Well, looks like my unconscious mind is revealing a scary truth and desperate desire, the desire to start madly exploring the world with a bestial and furious sparkling energy; The truth of jumping into a New Wild Woman, driven by her instincts, braveness, her highly sexual energy and her playful free spirit. Hum… it seems that Africa is just an excuse to reborn in a whole new me.

So, What are you NOT thinking of? Can you write what is NOT there in your mind? 

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