When the world turns its back on you
Or so it feels
Were you always this lost?
You start asking yourself
Were you strong or was that an illusion?
Is life but just an illusion?
What’s an illusion?
Are you turning delusional?
Why does nothing matters anymore?
You keep wondering if your life is coming to an end
And you’re so utterly lonely that you’re even searching your own self
Your lost old self
It all happened so fast
Yet this is going by so slow
Is it just mental health?
Where are you?
You ask yourself over and over and over until you’re tired of yourself
Was your existence destined to fade away like this?
Slowly dissipating into nothingness
But it wasn’t!
Are you not in your body?
Or your mind?
It’s just too much
You tell yourself one thing
At this point, only one thing, let the storm engulf you, let the fire consume you, let yourself drown in the ocean, let it all be
So you let it be
What’re you holding on to when you’ve no supernatural deity to cling to?
When you’ve lost yourself?
What’s it that’s keeping you here?
You stay and you decide to stay to find out
And you know your decision will pay off
You’ll find out
And it’ll be sunshine again
Just stay till then
Stay for you’re meant to