Last week I ventured up into the jungle with my latest and best manifestation yet—my man.
Me in male human form, my mirror, and one of the most gentle and beautiful humans I have had the pleasure of loving.
I called him in by showing the universe my trust and worthiness—by removing myself from a relationship that wasn’t a full body, “f*ck yes.”
I cut the chords in a mushroom ceremony and decided to get even more specific with the universe. I was calling in a European dominant man, taller than me, who was a generator in human design, deep in his spiritual practice, and makes me snort-laugh.
In a “guided intuition for entrepreneurs” masterclass, a beautiful tall man sat in front of me, and when I heard his German accent, I had the wind knocked out of me.
After some serendipitous work from the universe, we ended up spending the weekend together doing workshops. He is a generator in human design, experienced in conscious BDSM, taller than me even in heels, and makes me laugh all day.
I set a standard for how I wanted to be treated from day one, and he has so beautifully gone above and beyond that standard.
I stayed in the same room I spent my first night in Bali in, all those moons ago, and sat in deep reflection of the girl I was then. (I moved to Bali from Portugal on a whim and had no idea what was about to unfold, a deep scarcity relationship with money, and no idea how to run a business.) I sat there and laughed as I thought, “Wow, I’m no longer her.” As I dove deep into my journals, I couldn’t even remember what it was like to be her!
My entire DNA has changed since being here, through the mirrors and lessons Mumma Bali has thrown at me, combined with my connection to the universe and my intuition, mushroom therapy, subconscious reprogramming, and now moving through trauma with my partner in BDSM—but more on that later.
There is no better feeling in this world than the awareness and sense of participation with something greater than yourself and learning how to co-create with it.
Abundance is your birthright because it is what you are—but, you must must must shift your internal reality first.
Manifesting abundance comes down to the sum total of your patterns; what you believe about money and the self-sabotaging looping beliefs you developed in the first 7-14 years of your life.
How to become a manifestation magnet:
>> Create a self-care morning routine where you are grounding, connecting, and conquering your mind, before conquering your day.
>> Get clear on limiting beliefs around abundance and reprogramming them first thing in the morning when the brain is between sleep and awake. (This is the brainwave state we are in for the first seven years of our childhood and why we were so creative, had imaginary friends, and pretend tea parties.) This is the perfect state to reprogram the mind and manifest!
>> Get clear on your human design and incorporating it into your everyday life from the way you digest, where you create, and whether you are a specific or non-specific manifester.
>> Find evidence for your subconscious mind that what you want is real (following others who have experienced your current blocks and went on to create abundance, listening to their podcasts, downloading their resources. This is so important for your trust muscle.)
>> Get clear on the goal “feeling” and be open to how that manifests into your life—again, this comes down to specific or none specific manifester in human design.
>> Step into deservingness of what you are calling in. You may want to have a 10k month in your business or get a promotion, but is your nervous system ready to hold that?
Do you see? I called all of this in by up-levelling my self-worth and setting a standard for how I want my life to look—now it has all unfolded!
My external reality is a culmination of all the work I’ve done in my internal reality. I created a “Manifest Abundance” guided meditation with my beautiful alchemy bowls.
This is uncomfortable yet exciting work. You are uprooting and discovering yourself for the first time.