Not again.
I said not again.
No more pleading wheedling smiling sweetly while seething writhing desperately screaming: ‘love me!’
No more flirting teasing squeezing caressing suggesting unveiling-my-breasts stroking-his-chest batting my eyelashes.
Not unless reciprocated.
Deemed good-enough-sexy-enough-worth-his-time-enough-not-too-tired-enough.
A denial indicates desperate-enough-not-valued-enough-not-attractive-enough-too-slutty-enough…
these nymphomaniacal tendencies will be the death of me…or?
Or: stop.
No more (slut) blaming shaming name calling.
No more at his beck-and-stalling.
No more self-worth tied to falling twisting together within the sheets or my heart.
Want me or don’t want me.
I will beg no more.
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Author: Sarah Martin
Editor: Renee Picard
Photo Credit: nauright at Flickr
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