Suddenly my mind drifted to you. Do you still remember me? Or have you forgotten me?

I’m sorry for always not being able to understand you, maybe even now, it’s still difficult for me to understand you, your desires and your hopes.

I don’t know why, maybe it’s my guilt for treating you like that at that time. I hope you know that I have absolutely no intention of doing that but I just know that we have a hard time getting along.

Since the beginning of our acquaintance, you and I have always misunderstood anything. It took time for you to understand me and difficult for me to explain to you.

Both of us have the same issue that makes it easier for us to argue and always end up in a fight. For us, even small problems can turn into big ones.

I wish I could reach you but I know it would be unwise to do that. We will hurt each other again  for the millionth time.

I will always remember you, miss you and carry it with me in my prayers. I still remember the last time we spoke, you wanted me to keep it as a memento so that it could always keep me from bad things.

I will keep saying the same thing, I’m sorry if back when we were together, I hurt you intentionally or not. It was such a wonderful meeting and I will always be grateful for the beautiful days we had together.

Wherever you are, may you always be stay healthy. May God always protect and keep you there. I know I will not be able to do anything, the only prayer I can ask to God is that you are happy and that you have found what you were looking for there.

Maybe you will never know that to this day I always remember you. I know life will never be easy and how much you suffering from it, but I really hope that you are able to stay strong through it all.

Stay happy, stay strong and keep being you like you that I used to know. I hope someday we can cross paths again. I’m grateful that God brought you to meat that time and I’ve never regretted it.

I’m sorry if I can never be what you want me to be…