Happy Mother’s Day …
When you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts. A mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child.
For you, my mom…
I know our relationship doesn’t get along but I’m still trying my best to make you happy. I know our perspectives often don’t match which makes us end up arguing and you misunderstand my intention but if only by giving in can I make you happy, then let things be like that.
Tme that showed to me the way to understand you, I know you are too stressed with your current situation.
All I know is, I have to be much stronger than you because these past few years, you need help so much more, need me so you can lean on.
I don’t mind if you end up turning me into a trash can, if it can lessen the burden of your troubles.
No matter what happens… You are still my mom and I sincerely love you.
Everyone has their flaws, so do you and me.
I’m also aware that I’m often triggered by my own situation and makes me unable to hold back my anger and ends with me treating you rudely, but I hope that God will forgive me if my behavior has made you sad, I never intended to make you unhappy because of me.
I hope someday you can understand me as much as I understand, but even if it will never happen, I will still be the same, love you with all my heart and love you in my own way.